I gave to much power
Away
Early on in the beginning.
Thinking that was ok to do. Cause I thought it would
Come
Back to me
In the future.
The future is now here, and I am alone.
No physically, but mentally,
Emotionally…all along standing on
An ever sinking island, watching them from afar.
This is not a writing about shelf pity,
far from it.
It’s
An honest observation. I don’t
Proclaim to know or ever know what
The future held. But trying to see it
Now…it’s too hard to see. Too
Difficult to try.
I know what I want, but no matter
What I do now, one slight makes it all go
“Wrong.” And I was blinded by what
I thought I was seeing, feeling. But I
Know I am alone.
Om She Said 